Am I Doing This Right?

Am I doing this right, I ask myself everyday

How am I trusted to do this alone

What if I make the wrong decision

Can I fix all these mistakes

I barely have time to watch tv they say

But yet I watch so much

Am I doing this right?

I work and cook and clean

Study and visit friends

Yet there’s so many empty hours to fill

Let’s get together soon we say

But do you want to see me

Am I doing this right?

Are they just being polite

I text and call and invite

Only to spend most evenings alone

Am I doing this right?

Is this how it’s supposed to be?

Should I be striving for more?

Does anyone ever know?